Despite my excellent day yesterday, I had dreadful insomnia this past night. I had a dream about Britain and castles, and sensed the presence of Queen Guinevere. I awoke, distraught and upset, and couldn’t get back to sleep.
I was/am so mad and frustrated! Just before bed, I had a vision of a black book with silver lettering saying “the end”, affirming the end of her presence in my life, and then a blue and silver book with a butterfly and rainbow pages, signaling my skald path.
I am also upset because I have an amazing concert tonight and I want to make sure I have the energy to go. I shall have to keep it chill today and try to rest a lot.
I showered and did a little bit of yoga. I’m thinking of going to the UU church for Sunday service because I think being around people will be better than chilling alone.
A Long Hall Bench 
Well, that seems like pretty solid signs. Are you upset that Guinevere wont be with you any more?
I do suggest going to church! I find it helps immensely.
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Sort of? I am glad she is not, frankly, because I need to figure out who I am and what my practice is without her. I got too tangled up in her and ideas about Arthuriana. I miss her as a general thing.
Thank you!
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